so hopefully nobody will ever read all this

if there’s anyone reading my post.. he/she must think I am completely mad

can anybody hear me

out of here

out of this

I want to get out

only because I became tired of arguing

only to make others happy

somewhere along the way I lost something

I am not sure I can trust myself

think about if you can trust yourself

you can’t trust anyone

how long can I play along

how long can I pretend

not for the mind, not for the body

this can not be healthy

I need to change something

something needs to change

I hope so much for a change next year